I can feel the night beginning
seperate me from the living
understand me
after all i've seen
piecing every thought together
find the words that make me better
if i only knew how to pull myself apart
all that i'm living for
all that i'm dying for...
Evanescence excitement is starting to crawl up my spine like the first waves of an acid frenzy (:-P Yeah i ripped off Hunter Thompson, so what?)
Here's them doing "Call Me When Your Sober" at an AOL session. I really hope they do this song like they did on here when i see them
Oh yeah, i got my Nano today too! It's so cute, it's SO little! So sence my big Ipod is called "My Third Eye", i called my Nano "Little Eye".
Hee, hee, i love it! I've been playing with it all day!
If there were no rewards to reap, no loving embrace to see me through this tedious path I've chosen here, I certainly would've walked away by now. I'm gonna wait it out If there were no desire to heal The damaged and broken met along this tedious path I've chosen here, I certainly would've walked away by now. I still may. And I still may. Be patient. I must keep reminding myself of this...
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Monday, September 11, 2006

Yeah Dylan Avery and Jason Bermas!!!
So after an entire morning of seeing Bush at ground zero and Cheney and Rumsfeld at The Pentagon, my brain was screaming for some sort of relief. I got it alright. The debate i've been waiting for all weekend! Dylan Avery and Jason Bermas, two of the guys that made the web documentary "Loose Change", the piece that was solely responsible for me going out and doing my own digging into 9/11, and discovering some shocking things along the way. A lot of it they didn't even touch on in "Loose Change". Dylan Avery and Jason Bermas debating James Meigas and David Dunbar, two sick fucks responsible for the Popular Mechanics hit piece on the 9/11 Truth movement. Total government propoganda, Micheal Chertoff's cousin did the investigative work into the hit piece.
By far the best episode of Democracy Now i've ever seen! Amy Goodman use to be a real hero of mine but after learning a lot of what i've learned in the last two months or so, i couldn't bare to watch her show anymore because she never touched 9/11. So frankly, i was very surprised that she even allowed this debate to happen on her show.
In fact i'm having real difficulty watching the old political shows i use to watch and really like. Bill Maher is one for example besides Democracy Now.
His last show on Friday he did a real cheap shot to the 9/11 Truth movement by pretty much just making fun of it. And i'm willing to bet Bill Maher has never even looked into it. It was a total cheap shot, he said,"Scholars like Charlie Sheen have joined this crowd," or something to that extent. No mention of the REAL scientists and professors and engineers and ex government officials who do say 9/11 was an inside job. It was totally unfair, he was asking P.J. O'Rourke and some dumb bitch, Joan Walsh from Slate.com, who by the way banned on their website ANY discussion of 9/11 "conspiracy theories", and the fucking lead singer of Matchbox 20, he asked THEM their opion about the 9/11 Truth movement!!! I wanted to yell and scream! Not one single person on there to defend it. Bill Maher just isn't even funny to me anymore, and his celebrity jokes he spews out every week is enough to make me wanna rip off my skin.
Ok, i'm ranting. Anyway back to the Democracy Now debate.
It was fucking GREAT! I think the Loose Change guys did a good job, they just hit these fuckers with facts and all they could spew out was they're fucking lies.
The Popular Mechanic guys mostly lied and just attacked the Loose Change guys, calling all of their facts "conspiracy theories".
There were two parts that i thought were the best. One was when they were debating the controlled demolitons of the WTC towers (which obviously was controlled demoliton, like Jim Garrison said during the JFK trail,"use your eyes, your common sence") and one of the Popular Mechanic guys says,"We are talking about human lives here," and Jason Bermas shoots back with,"Yes we are talking about human lives and you need to respect them with the truth."
Ah, it was great! But the best part was when the same Popular Mechanics guy said to Jason,"Why do you keep calling people liars?" (cuz the Popular Mechanics guys were TOTALLY lying their asses off) and Jason looked right at the guy and said,"I'm not calling anyone a liar, i'm calling YOU a liar because you are!"
Ah, fucking great shit! So click here if you'd like to watch it, it was definatly the highlight of my day!
Ya know after everything i've read and the videos i've seen of that day, especially after reading Jim Marrs new book (which for researches is like the 9/11 bible with massive on line sources and links to millions of articles and statements from government offficials.) and now i'm reading David Ray Griffen's "The 9/11 Commission Report: Omissions and Distortions", i haven't come to a conclusion in my mind what i think happened that day, weither the Administration directly or indirectly had a hand in it. What i do know is, they KNEW the attacks were coming and when they were coming, and they let it happen. Weither they helped the terrorists hit their targets more accurately is up for debate. I just have trouble believing that people in a cave made NORAD stand down. And the strange coincidence (and i firmly don't believe in coincidences) that the military was staging war games of planes being hijacked and flown into buildings that same day, Operation Vigilant Guardian, which the 9/11 Commission barely mentions. There are just too many unanswered questions and too many coverups for me to believe the governments offical story of what happened today 5 years ago.
Thursday, September 07, 2006
"The oppressed should rebel, and they will continue to rebel and raise disturbance until their civil rights are fully restored to them and all partial distictions, exclusions and incapacitations are removed" -Thomas Jefferson
So did ya'll hear on Tuesday that me and my brother and everyone else who questions the official story of 9/11 are terrorist recruiters now? Yes, i am a terrorist recruiter. In Bush's speech on Tuesday at the Capital Hilton Hotel he cited a document on "how to win the war on terror" in it it cites that conspiracies as one of the wellsprings of terrorism and threatens to "address" and "diminish" the problems they are causing the government in fulfilling their agenda.
Bush referred to the stategy paper as "an unclassified version of the stategy we've been pursuing since September 11, 2001," that takes into account "the changing nature of the enemy."
WHAT THE FUCK?!?! Where the fuck do i live anymore?!?!
The document (click to see the actual document on The White House's own webpage) says that terrorism springs from "subcultures of conpiracy and misinformation," and that "terrorists recruit more effectively from populations corrupted by conspiracy theories. The distortions keep alive grievances and filter out our facts that would challenge popular prejudices and self-serving propaganda."
Again, WHAT THE FUCK?!?! Oh my god, i read this shit in the news and i about blew a fucking vein in my brain it made me so fucking mad! Not only this document and Bush's speech, but 2 senators, 2 republicans said it should be illegal to question the official 9/11 story, saying that it was like Holocaust denial!
I can't remember the two senators names right now, but Alex Jones had talked about them a few days ago. On Meet The Press i think it was they went on national t.v. and said it should be illegal to deny the offical story of 9/11.
First Mike Malloy gets fired, now this shit! My week is just turning out to be FUCKING PEACHY!
If i had any doubt WHATSOEVER that the government had a hand in 9/11, i don't now. They are trying to cover up something and now calling "conpiracy theorists" (i really loathe that term now) terrorist recruiters, is just appauling.
I feel so lost right now, the more i read the news, the more i pay attention to what the White House is doing and saying, the more i feel like Winston in 1984 i swear to god!
Bush's speech on Tuesday really reminded me of the speech he had made shortly after 9/11 and which i think was very telling of the adminstration trying to cover something up. In the November 10, 2001 speech to the UN General Assembly, Bush says,"Let us never tolerate outrageous conspiracy theories concerning the attacks on September 11th, malicious lies that attempt to shift blame away from the terrorist themselves, away from the guilty."
The fact that we can't take pictures of downtown Denver while Dick Cheney is in a nearby hotel, we can't even say the term "Burning Bush" without being thrown in prison, fuck we can't even pay off our fucking credit cards without being reported to Homeland Security! And i could seriously go on and on, adding link after link of people who have been directly affected by the PATRIOT ACT.
A couple months ago i thought people were kind of over doing it when they said we we're living in an Orwellian nightmare, but almost finishing my Jim Marrs book and now with a direct threat to the 9/11 Truth Movement directly from the White House, i can agree that 1984 is alive and well in the United States.
The people that founded this country warned us that government was bad, and to always stand up to government and fight government. We seemed to have forgotten that, we have all rolled over and fell asleep and have forgotten what the founders of this country died trying to warn us. jesus christ i'm pissed today!
"The essence of Government is power; and power, lodged as it must be in human hands, will ever be liable to abuse."- James Madison
So did ya'll hear on Tuesday that me and my brother and everyone else who questions the official story of 9/11 are terrorist recruiters now? Yes, i am a terrorist recruiter. In Bush's speech on Tuesday at the Capital Hilton Hotel he cited a document on "how to win the war on terror" in it it cites that conspiracies as one of the wellsprings of terrorism and threatens to "address" and "diminish" the problems they are causing the government in fulfilling their agenda.
Bush referred to the stategy paper as "an unclassified version of the stategy we've been pursuing since September 11, 2001," that takes into account "the changing nature of the enemy."
WHAT THE FUCK?!?! Where the fuck do i live anymore?!?!
The document (click to see the actual document on The White House's own webpage) says that terrorism springs from "subcultures of conpiracy and misinformation," and that "terrorists recruit more effectively from populations corrupted by conspiracy theories. The distortions keep alive grievances and filter out our facts that would challenge popular prejudices and self-serving propaganda."
Again, WHAT THE FUCK?!?! Oh my god, i read this shit in the news and i about blew a fucking vein in my brain it made me so fucking mad! Not only this document and Bush's speech, but 2 senators, 2 republicans said it should be illegal to question the official 9/11 story, saying that it was like Holocaust denial!
I can't remember the two senators names right now, but Alex Jones had talked about them a few days ago. On Meet The Press i think it was they went on national t.v. and said it should be illegal to deny the offical story of 9/11.
First Mike Malloy gets fired, now this shit! My week is just turning out to be FUCKING PEACHY!
If i had any doubt WHATSOEVER that the government had a hand in 9/11, i don't now. They are trying to cover up something and now calling "conpiracy theorists" (i really loathe that term now) terrorist recruiters, is just appauling.
I feel so lost right now, the more i read the news, the more i pay attention to what the White House is doing and saying, the more i feel like Winston in 1984 i swear to god!
Bush's speech on Tuesday really reminded me of the speech he had made shortly after 9/11 and which i think was very telling of the adminstration trying to cover something up. In the November 10, 2001 speech to the UN General Assembly, Bush says,"Let us never tolerate outrageous conspiracy theories concerning the attacks on September 11th, malicious lies that attempt to shift blame away from the terrorist themselves, away from the guilty."
The fact that we can't take pictures of downtown Denver while Dick Cheney is in a nearby hotel, we can't even say the term "Burning Bush" without being thrown in prison, fuck we can't even pay off our fucking credit cards without being reported to Homeland Security! And i could seriously go on and on, adding link after link of people who have been directly affected by the PATRIOT ACT.
A couple months ago i thought people were kind of over doing it when they said we we're living in an Orwellian nightmare, but almost finishing my Jim Marrs book and now with a direct threat to the 9/11 Truth Movement directly from the White House, i can agree that 1984 is alive and well in the United States.
The people that founded this country warned us that government was bad, and to always stand up to government and fight government. We seemed to have forgotten that, we have all rolled over and fell asleep and have forgotten what the founders of this country died trying to warn us. jesus christ i'm pissed today!
"The essence of Government is power; and power, lodged as it must be in human hands, will ever be liable to abuse."- James Madison
Saturday, September 02, 2006
A lie can travel half way around the world while the truth is just putting on its shoes. - Mark Twain
"Not only did government informants provide money and a meeting place for Batiste and his followers, but they also gave them video cameras for conducting surveillance, as well as cellphones, and suggested that their first target be a Miami FBI office, court records show."
Here i am religiously reading Jim Marrs's new book "Terror Conpiracy: Deception, 9/11 and The Loss Of Liberty" since it was delivered (thanx Infowars.com for releasing early before it hits stores on 9/11, you guys are awesome!), and what do i see on the front page of the on-line Washington Post?
FBI ROLE IN TERROR PROBE QUESTIONED
Government sponsered false flag terrorism? Nah, that's just conpiracy theory.. ;-)
"Not only did government informants provide money and a meeting place for Batiste and his followers, but they also gave them video cameras for conducting surveillance, as well as cellphones, and suggested that their first target be a Miami FBI office, court records show."
Here i am religiously reading Jim Marrs's new book "Terror Conpiracy: Deception, 9/11 and The Loss Of Liberty" since it was delivered (thanx Infowars.com for releasing early before it hits stores on 9/11, you guys are awesome!), and what do i see on the front page of the on-line Washington Post?
FBI ROLE IN TERROR PROBE QUESTIONED
Government sponsered false flag terrorism? Nah, that's just conpiracy theory.. ;-)
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