Hey high and hello! It's about time for me to not be able to fall asleep & to blog again! So since the last time I wrote here I have been keeping up w/ my resolutions so far. I have been watching what I've been eating. No fast food, although a few days after new years I did have a fast food breakfast meal and last week I ate McDonalds French fries w/ my dad. Oh and I had an ice cream cone Sunday night, but I've been doing good I think. When I've been getting sugar cravings I eat jam on toast and it satisfies me. I haven't really been craving any of the bad sugary stuff which I think my smoothies help to curb that craving. I've been sick w/ a cough so I haven't been drinking my green superfood smoothies everyday. Last week I was really feeling no energy and my head and my back hurt from coughing so much. I've been using the coconut oil though and I love it! It gives me a lot of energy and it's been helping my skin a lot cuz you can use it as a lotion too, and you smell like coconut which I like.
I also bought an iPad too and I LOVE it! It's such a cool thingamajig, I think I got my boyfriend jelouse by getting one cuz he's such a technology nerd. I'm actually blogging on it right now, it's awesome!
So my daughter has been engaging in what Dr. John Gray calls "oxytocin inducing activities". Another words she's been shopping a lot. Which is good for me cuz it allows me to get in touch with my feminine side which I've been neglecting for years. Today we went cloths shopping, I got two pairs of jeans, two tops and a pair of boots. We also went by Target for my other daughter to spend her Xmas money, and there I bought new mascara and Sharpies for school.
School has been fun, I had to miss last Tuesday though cuz one my car wouldn't start and two I was sick as a dog. But I did go Thursday, I was still feeling like shit but I'm glad I went. Right now I think school and my family are the only things keeping me sane. My job sucks ass, I hate being there. I'm having the same feelings I had a year ago where I'm like "is this really the best I can do? I know I have more in me than this fucking shit!"
I'm taking a step back and looking at my life in full view and I'm trying to eliminate what is not gaining me anything spiritually or emotionally. My job being #1!
I'm totally motivated at the start of this year, which is how I started last year so that's good. Plus I'm being positive which for me is new. I have to remain positive or I'll fall apart. It's that simple.